It’s pretty late where I’m located right now. Normal people are sleeping. I should be as well, although I can’t seem to do that at this time. I need to get up for work in about three hours, and if I don’t do that, this day is going to be long, no doubt.
Do you ever feel like the silence is the loudest thing around? I’ve moved to a new area, and hardly know anyone. Sometimes I wish there were someone out there, maybe like a radio Dj, that one could listen to at these odd hours of the evening, and just let everyone know that he / she is out there. My world is lonely I guess, and I hate this feeling. Even with those around that loved me, back where I used to live, I never have really felt at home.
What am I trying to say here? I’m not really sure. I consider myself an average writer, although the above seems so scrambled and disorganized.
Why am I posting this again?
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Yeah I’m up I’m always late and this site is kinda dead at night (no pun intended) but there are good people like hazy that go through and read all the late night posts so no one feels left out
There is always a time of he day when I desperately look to talk to someone. It’s not even rational, just a deep need. So I know what you mean. But writing in sites like this one help a lot. My advice: read and respond other posts. Trying to help people helps you a lot. It works for me.
Yeah, I have been hanging around this site for years, doing what I can for others.
Glad to know I’m not the only one out there who’s struggling with the same thing.
Maybe there is a sort of intimacy to the night. Less light, less noise, just you and what you manage to occupy yourself with. For me I guess it’s a time when the act that gets me through the day can fade away. I’m still not entirely sure why I chose to create an account here, but maybe it’s enough to say that misery loves company. Hou hou to all the other owls.
🙂 I have been here for a few days, and It’s curious how you can actually relate to some people’s writings. I guess it is just a step in your way to read and write here, then each one’s got to find out the other dozen of things that must be done too. But at least it helps more than other coping methods.
Hope you feel better soon