Is it in humane ?

I want to know who thinks assisted suicide is right or wrong ?

In my opinion , I think if someone would like to die, then so be it . Some of us will never escape this darkness.

Instead of having a excruciatingly depressed life one can die. Now that seems more humane to me than keeping someone alive that suffers from so much pain .

I wish that ******** was legal here. I used to spend months online looking for countries that can ship it to the US. It’s almost $1000 dollars though and I don’t have that kind of money .

I’m ready to die. I feel like my departure would have so much more meaning than my life would ever have . I hope to die and never come back to this world .

Sometimes nothing seems real . I honestly feel like none of this is real . This life . What if it doesn’t exist ?

I dig my self into a deeper hole every day . In that hole I scream for help but no one ever hears me . I would never want to make my life someone else’s problem . I’m honestly so tired of having to tell people my story over and over again .

I spend most days researching suicide methods . I’m so obssesed with wanting to kill myself. This is something I’ve been nervous to say on here . No one really knows . No one really knows the true pain I feel every waking moment of my life .

I understand things so much deeper and differently than anyone I could ever possibly speak to . I can’t have relationships with people because they don’t really know .

I’m the type of person that goes outside and sees a leaf on the ground . I pick it up and examine it . I notice everything about it . Then I question its being. How did it get here ? How did it grow ? When did plants start to grow ? Can leaves feel things too ? Why is the pattern this way on the leaf? And a normal person can see the leaf and say “oh a leaf, cool” *throws it back on ground*

-now imagine thinking this way about every single thing possible .

Fuck I’m literally all over the place .

I wish I could die .