I feel like a selfish, ungrateful excuse of a human being for wanting to die even as my father is fighting for his life in a hospital bed.
I should feel lucky and grateful to have a working liver and a set of working kidneys but I don’t. There are so many people in this world that want what I have and I pant for the chance to throw it all away like it’s nothing.
I’m so bitterly disappointed in myself and so thoroughly disillusioned with everything.
Vicious circle. Any encouragement I could try to offer would seem hollow, and and sympathies seem trite. Still, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. No one deserves it, no matter how disappointed in themselves they are.
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I feel like a selfish, ungrateful excuse of a human being for wanting to die even as my father is fighting for his life in a hospital bed.
I should feel lucky and grateful to have a working liver and a set of working kidneys but I don’t. There are so many people in this world that want what I have and I pant for the chance to throw it all away like it’s nothing.
I’m so bitterly disappointed in myself and so thoroughly disillusioned with everything.
Vicious circle. Any encouragement I could try to offer would seem hollow, and and sympathies seem trite. Still, I’m so sorry you’re going through this. No one deserves it, no matter how disappointed in themselves they are.