Today I wanna talk about suicide. I don’t mean to offend anyone when I say this, but most of you are looking for the easy way out. Now I know you’re thinking ‘You think this is the easy way out?’ When really it is the easy way out. You don’t want to stay and fight through the pain like most of us have. You can’t handle the pain so you want to end it all. The point of this post is to tell you all that are contemplating suicide that you don’t have to end it and you’re not alone. Look at all these people around you. You need to fight through the pain. Do you want the few people who care about you and what you’re going through to go through the exact pain you have right now? I know you wouldn’t wish this pain on someone else because it’s always unbearable. You never feel like there is going to be a tomorrow. I know that feeling and I got through it, so I know you can too. There is always a tomorrow.
~Kninea
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Or or maybe thats what posting here is fighting through the pain. Maybe weve had literally thousands of tomorrows that were worse than our todays and admiting and trying to die is the only means we have to feel better because we’ve been that miserable for that long. I know you mean well you may have struggled with it your self but some of us have hopeless lives and have for a long ass time. And as someone who has attempted literally hundreds of times over 30 years of intense depression but still has battled through to maintain horrible jobs i can say neither life or death are easy. Its not that you dont think of loved ones its just that after decades you just say enough. You got to your tomorrow. Some of us wont have thar opportunity if we live 100 years. So yeah we are going to want to die because its natural to feel that way given our circumstances.
I really really wish I could take your pain away deadmanliving… I really do.
I’m always on the fence about this topic because of the pain, but look how many tomorrows you’ve had. Yes, you think about it, but suicide is a lot more complicated than people think.
When a writer starts any topic with “I don’t mean to offend anyone…” then they really should stop there. If you have to preface your post with that sentence then you are gearing up to offend people. I’m not saying what you wrote is total claptrap, but I don’t find it particularly helpful. At least not for me and not today. So…I don’t mean to offend you……”fill in some offensive shit for yourself here”.
Why should anyone apologize for maybe being “offensive” this a part of growing up, accepting critics.
Yeah I know. I just hate it when people start off stuff with “I don’t want to offend…”blah blah blah. You know what is refreshing, just be fucking offensive already. Just upbotton your pants and let the shit hang out because this is a suicide web site. I am totally past being offended by any shit here today. Especially today.
It was meant to offend becuase when people get offensive, they start thinking.
@Kininea: I’m sorry I posted that. Just go ahead and erase that shit I just posted. I shouldn’t be an asshole to you. I’m having a fucking awful night and I am just about at the end. So once again, sorry for being a fucking asshole and telling you the post was claptrap.
Peace out.
Sorry you having a bad day…..! mine has been full of anguish. I would give you my should to hide in for it would help me.. to know I helped someone today.
@SP—–> I need all of you everyday.
It’s honestly okay. I understand those nights, those days even those months.
You may mean well, but it is a bunch of lies… It provokes that anger inside me when I read this kind of posts. There’s nothing like “getting better”. Just the circumstances change. Had you been me tonight, you wouldn’t have posted it. And the other way – if I were you, I would do it. You just don’t feel the pain. For you the pain ended but there’s plenty of people who may not reach that point. They also have very different conditions that brought them upon the facet of depression. Involving others in our death is the worst thing you can tell anyone who’s been suffering. You are born alone and you die alone. How can you even prove that this life is indeed a thing and not only just a dream? When you die, you don’t see anything anymore. And the suffering one feels is sometimes too great to have on his or her arms. And then suicide is the answer.
One more thing, nobody will feel the exact pain I feel now. Their pain, if there will be any, will be because of a loss their will have experienced. Not because of that awareness that life is pathetic and nothing is going to save us. It is a lurid reality. We are alone and selfish in every breath we take.
My pain has no ended, I just pushed it away, I refused to feel it anymore. I haven’t told anyone why I’m depressed, or what caused my depression. For me, the way I can tell life is a thing is the emotions. The things I feel, the pain…. I agree with that. If the pain is too much for one person to handle then suicide is the answer, but you can still move forward when you’ve reached your breaking point. No one will ever feel your exact pain, but based on what they’ve felt they can try and guess. I’ve met people with your same out look on life, you can change the circumstances, which will then changed your out look, but only if you believe it.