Nothing is scarier then fearing hope. When you’ve hoped against hope that everything will turn around and everyday will stop being a consistent battle…
I fear my own hope.
Yes, sometimes during the day I get optimistic or feel some tiny bit of happiness, and I feel fearful.
I am completely afraid of my own hope.
I don’t want to be hopeful because my mind is set.
And so hope is scary.
I give up already.
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this makes way too much sense.
I dont know if i understand this. But i want to
I fear my own hope.
Yes, sometimes during the day I get optimistic or feel some tiny bit of happiness, and I feel fearful.
I am completely afraid of my own hope.
I don’t want to be hopeful because my mind is set.
And so hope is scary.
I give up already.