I don’t remember.

Do I remember everything from that night?

It scares me to think I don’t

What if more had happened?

It’s all just a blur

I lied about where he had his hand

It wasn’t on my hip…

But what if it went lower?

What if I don’t remember?

I was upset

  I made a mistake

He offered me alcohol

And I got drunk

He was in his thirties

I was fifteen

And I don’t remember

All he did

C.K.