I don’t have the date exactly set, and I’ve only just begun physically drafting the note, after going over it in my head for years. I’m just done. This isn’t out of desperation, fear, etc, I’ve simply made my choice. One I’ve been wrestling with for years. Its too bad though, it was going to be so peaceful and relaxed and no one I care about would have to be the one to find me, but, its most likely not going to work out like that anymore. It doesn’t matter, I’ve made my choice. I may yet decide to postpone the date, but I’m feeling very good about next weekend. Anyways, hope you all are doing well.
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How can something that goes against your whole being be peaceful? Don’t get me wrong, I do get the general idea… But now that I came across with your post, it suddenly made me wonder, how can something like this suppose to calm things down when it is the most violent act you can ever do to anyone? Like trying to achieve peace through war… in this moment it hist me like nonsense. .. strange…
Thank you for sharing
Hope you get to feel better, that maybe something happens before you try to hurt yourself, and that you find a path to get some rest through a more peaceful walk.