Even if you change, the world won’t. The world will remain the same. The things hurt you before will be there to haunt you and get you when you will be weak.
I understand exactly how you feel. Trying to change in a fucked up world with scars is extremely hard. That said part of changing is finding a corner of beauty that you enjoy. Though that could be the post exercise endorphins talking (hooooray obesity)
I feel exactly the same. Even if you decide to involve someone in your problems, try to change… The worlds gonna stay the same. Sooner or later it will hunt you down again, and make you kill yourself. I think that would just be more painful lonely years, and your just gonna pull more people down with you.
I see it a as wheel. One that never stops moving. As the fortune wheel. A wheel that advances slowly when things go wrong and really fast when right.
My point is, we keep on changing (even if we do it at a very slow pace and not always for good) But as we are in a low point now, we will be at a high one too (one that lasts too little sometimes).
You changed and went up, and now you are facing the going down again. But,most of thw times than not, there will be a rising after that too.
Change reminds me of the change due to exercise. It takes the world and others longer to notice the change then it does yourself. Keep making positive changes 🙂
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I understand exactly how you feel. Trying to change in a fucked up world with scars is extremely hard. That said part of changing is finding a corner of beauty that you enjoy. Though that could be the post exercise endorphins talking (hooooray obesity)
I feel exactly the same. Even if you decide to involve someone in your problems, try to change… The worlds gonna stay the same. Sooner or later it will hunt you down again, and make you kill yourself. I think that would just be more painful lonely years, and your just gonna pull more people down with you.
I see it a as wheel. One that never stops moving. As the fortune wheel. A wheel that advances slowly when things go wrong and really fast when right.
My point is, we keep on changing (even if we do it at a very slow pace and not always for good) But as we are in a low point now, we will be at a high one too (one that lasts too little sometimes).
You changed and went up, and now you are facing the going down again. But,most of thw times than not, there will be a rising after that too.
Never try to change others opinions. Just think how hard to change your own habits.
then hurt them right back !
Change reminds me of the change due to exercise. It takes the world and others longer to notice the change then it does yourself. Keep making positive changes 🙂