How can I go on when so many things that remind of all the negatives. My life is just a mess of associations of things I face to hurtful thoughts.
Just want this rough ride to be over. If someone is reading a book and even by a quarter in they arent enjoying it, wouldnt they just put it down?
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Omg do i know how you feel. I can’t even go to the store or turn on tv without being beaten down by triggers. I hope your book has a better middle and ending.
One way to look at it, tomorrow page is blank until you write it. I get that doesn’t really mean shit. But yeah, it could get better so they say.
I agree but the next pages are written by the same author with the same style. If it was all random, there would be hope.
I would put the book the book down. Why waste time on something you don’t like? But of course the book COULD get better if you keep reading. Who knows?
I have had a lot of triggers lately too. 🙁
It’s been a rough week, and I keep wondering how much longer it will last before I can get back to my usual “depressed-but-still-semi-humorous-and-good-natured” self.