so last night thought iv had enough of this shitty life so I swallowed a bunch of pills layed down hopening for a nice send off but
guess what woke up in the hospital pale looking like shit then get home to find out the medic took the rest of the pills so I some how need to get more then and try a different method
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Funny. You and I are in the same boat, D. I took a bunch of pills last night too. I woke up in hospital. I’m still in hospital. I’ll probably be sent to the psych ward, one thing I’m so very afraid of. I hope you get better soon my friend.
Oh shit email me
Im sorry to hear that is has come to this. Yeah, the issue with suicide that I have discovered is that its not always an easy thing to accomplish. A lot of things can go wrong and you wind up living and making more issues for yourself. I hope that things turn around for you. I hate to see people at the end of themselves and then this deal of botched suicide attempt. Really rough. I have been there a few times myself. I wish the best for you.
Thanks phantom I’m trying to hang in there
Yeah it has happened to me like 6 times. I had about 6 separate suicide attempts. Each one landed me in either the hospital for injury or the hospital for psych issues. hasn’t ever been good. The last one was about 5 months ago and I wound up in coma for 2 days after drinking a bottle of ********. I cant believe I survived that one. I thought I had it planned perfectly. Well I survived and now I do want to live so I am chugging along each day doing the best I can to pull my my life together. I also like to try and help people who are suicidal.
I totally get you phantom 6 attempts yeah I think this is my 3rd I need a new method and I like helping people to because I don’t know how to help my self
phantom, was it N that you drank and survived?
YES it was N
I didn’t realize it was possible to survive that. 😮 (!!)
It was the amount.
Oh shit how much did u drink ? Iv research that as well but don’t think u can get it in the uk
The uk and europe are screwed regarding that, customs are supposedly looking actively for n in their regular screenings. I remember a few elderly people even got prosecuted because of it.
Were you interrupted and rushed to the hospital? You should make sure there is no one around while doing this, also take some meds to prevent vomiting. I plan to ingest 18,000 mg of some antidepressant along with 1,500 mg of sleeping pills. Make the pills a fine powder and take them with some yogurt or melted ice cream and go straight to bed. Lock your doors and get rid of your phone, you can do a lot of stuff being semiconscious. The more you weight, the more meds required to make it successful.
Wow…drank N. And survived??? WTF ??? :/
🙁
I thought it was garanteed death.
Sorry for you Drowning. I sent you an email.
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So you drink N and survived Phantom? Sigh sometimes i think i should just stay alive cuz i cannot afford to fail but i thought N was very reliable…
What the world is N?
Nitroglycerin?
No….
I’m pretty sure we’re not allowed to post the name of it here.
Eight letters long.
Starts with N.
Google long enough and it will show up.
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Someone please email this to me please, I’m getting a million med names and it could be any one of them.
ya i don’t know your email
Email me lavahlight at live dot com and I’ll tell
Done and done.
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Nightshade?
Netherlands?
A white powder
people use this white powder to off themselves
Another guy survived N a few years ago he writes about it here