sorry to post again put I’m too unstable I was fine the part of that wanted to left . But he went vacation because it’s back and I am not OK . The only thing I want to do is miraculously drop dead or cut myself honestly . I don’t know why I want to do that, but I have so much heaviness in my chest right now .that maybe if I cut it might let some of this black greasy feeling out. It feels like I’m in Mourning like someone die that’s how sad and hopeless I feel. I don’t know what to do ? I want to die…… mabey I’m mourning myself .I don’t know all I wan’t to be is left alone.
It was was you’d who thought I would be ok In this family…you were wrong so let it go and me ….. Please I’m Tired, I fought an I argued It got me no were Yous think you can control them you can’t so let it go please leave me alone if you think I’m not ok don’t make life worst by sticking your two cents in my life .
Im Not OKEY
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It’s natural under pressure we want to leave, to get rid of it. And if we are pressed into the corner, we turn to anything that seems as it could help.
Maybe taking vacation would be the best idea, if it is possible. Anywhere, it doesn’t need to be fancy. Just to let you breath again. To give you time for yourself, so you don’t have to worry about anything, so you don’t have to listen to anything. Just to shut off all the pain for few days.