Guilty

Everybody has stuff to deal with. Everybody has problems and issues in their lives. And YES. there are some people who have it REALLY REALLY BAD. Like worse in comparison to the rest of us. But just because some people might have it worse then you in some ways… that doesn’t mean that your issues and problems are not valid.

From your post… I can see you have some issues you are dealing with. Your issues are just as valid as any other persons issues. So you don’t have to feel bad about being upset about your issues. You obviously have issues to the point of you considering suicide. SO they are pretty serious issues no doubt.

I am sorry that things got so bad that you went out and tried to end yourself. I am sorry to hear about that. I have been there myself. Its no picnic; trust me I know.
Well I am glad that you didn’t end yourself. You have too much to live for then to do that.

I would rather try to get you to talk about what might be causing you to feel this way.
What is it about your life that is troubling you to the point of where you have thought about ending your life? There are lots of types of problems that can come into a persons life.
But most of those problems can be worked through.
So well if you chat about what you think is causing you to feel this way then maybe you will feel better about it for one… and also you might get some advice here as to what you can do to change things. There are a lot of supportive and helpful people here at the SP Forum.

I wish you the best.
If you feel you want to talk to somebody more privately then you can email me
my email is phantomcitizen43(at) yahoo