So like every time I put on make up I end up crying it all off. Why am I crying today well it started off ok. The house was fliped the girl I live with refuses to clean the bathroom properly but whatever. Im crying because it my fucking husband mother fucking birthday and I have barely any money to buy him somthing . but keep in mind I the spouse that makes money. He buys me somthing with my money in his pocket. Or he brought what ever it is on a credit card which I pay …won it at the casino my money he used to bet I technically bought myself a shit load of crap I did not need ..or wanted sooooooo I remembered he wanted a necklace so I looked it up. Now for the last few months how I paid the bills I have no fucking Idea . so what dose this ************ do he go on Cartier and Bulgari too look for a present. Sooo this dumb fuck thinks he found a necklace for 300$. Nope you dumb piece of shit its fucking 5300$ for motherfuckin leather and gold a tiny fuck amount and lacquer.
What did he think I was gonna make a a million fucking dollars in tahoe I am lucky that I made 200$ this month <<<<<<(MONTH )THIS MOTHER FUCKING COCK SUCKING MONTH. Thats running fairs in the cold staying stupid long hours in the office. Hustling on the street trying to bring someone in . shit 200 MOTHER FUCKING DOLLARS . WHAT DID HE THINK I WAS IN CHICAGO MAKING MONEY. WERE I AM ABLE TO SPEND 5,000 BUCKS LIKE I DID LAST YEAR AND THATS NOT FUCKING INCLUDING MOTHERS DAY IT LANDED ON THE SAME FUCKING DAY.
I have20 bucks and im not sure if I should use it for food or hid it because its so fucking rare .
And another thing is my ancestors used to travil with carnivals fairs and circuses. My fucking great grand parents on both sides were the first to buy a mother fucking houses . my great grandparents on my dads settled in Chicago my great grand parents on my mom side in somewhere in the south. The were the mother fucking first in entire mother fucking race that came to america. Some how Im with mother fucking people who want me to travel and run fairs for five or sux thousand dollars . were if I home in chicago I would not have to go nowhere to make that little amount of money and I would have money put away. No instaed I am put to travel, I am undoing three generations of progress what mother fucking fuck .
I will probably go to hell fo all my cursing.
Btw my phone is working now
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Kupo thats full on. All I can say is on behalf of men everywhere .. im sorry.
Some of us have a tendency to treat women like shit. Im sure ur worth a lot more than he gives u credit for.
@Soco I accept your apology some men are big ass holes I don’t think you are ….well thank you .
Kupo , usually i joke around but your in a very bad mood!! hey it sounds really bad and that’s no way to live, i have divorced twice because i wasn’t happy, you might think about cutting your loses and divorcing him. save the money for a lawyer. a lot of good people out there looking for someone good to be with.
@rocketman man im not legally married I don’t come from normal cultural. If I divorce im broke so my parents will be out 30gs or more depending if these hardlucks are nice or not. Plus the odds of me remarrying to a non drug attic wife better man with no kids are slim . And I will not do this live with his family shit again. And I wolnt be allowed to choose who I marry and thats if any one will touch me with a ten foot pole everybody hates my family. I am reall stuck
Its not the dollar sighn thats the problem really either it more if I have the money fuck iy you got it. last year when I got all the things on is list I was stressed but i was proud look what I bought look at what I did for my husband I was happy ….how he buys me things in no problem either my mother makes all the money so dose my mother in all …wait let me take some of that back my dad dose work to but only to put my mother in her place ….he comes home bills paid.. new what ever ” ***** I dont need you… come kids let go eat ” lol but he would also buy her channel shoes..what really pissed me of was there was no consideration for me whats so ever . he could of cut me some slack ..
…this was long comment lol
kupo95, my family was in show business, Carnies , human fly’s, the old generation, why can’t you find a nice man with no kids? or living with his family? i’m one, they do exist, far as money is concern first divorce cost me, $150 g’s second one cost me about the same or more, worth every penny!!! to get away from the blood sucking cooks, never stay stuck over money, then again i don’t know your situation but, you can rebuild a lot quicker when your away from the cock suckers!!! you see you made me say that! 🙂
Very true I can rebuild real quick …..financially speaking….but there is a few amount of people to marry Im 21 years old people get married young as fuck in my culture I was called old by some girls for geting married at 18 .. I know girls married at 16 years old ….but the problem is all the boys married bad girls no joke all the guys divorced now wives left the for another man got there husbands into drugs and left there kids wtf…no joke this was all the rage two years ago was swaping husbands . and a good family would want a divorcee for there son .
kupo95, your only 21!!!!!! SOAB!! FORGET THE CULTURE BULLSHIT! YOUR NOT LIVING FOR SOMEONE ELSE’S IDEA’S! That’s what fucked you up in the first place! you are KUPO!! One of a kind! an original! you do what you need to do to be happy! they don’t like it let them pay the fucking bills or shut up! not some all of them the bills i mean 🙂
You are very young and if you don’t have children with this guy, all you need is money and then you can get away from his family, your family, and rent an apartment somewhere and start a new life for yourself.
In American culture the normal age for people to marry and start a family is usually between 24-35, so you still have tonnes of time to find somebody who’ll be right for you.
Hi, kupo…
You are incredibly strong… With all that’s going on, you deserve a lot of credit.
Its not that I can’t leave him idk. I do some how care for him some how despite he is very naive and selfish and mean and clingy and jealous. Big featr of me cheating idkw.
I CAN NOT marry outside my culture I know this sounds crazy but if a boy or girl dose this taboo they exile from everyone they know and love . I know I can say kiss my ass fuck yous and youan your old timely ways . but I cant risk loosing everything If leave my family and get my own place is bad beacuse no one dose that boy or girl depending on age will live with there family no family will say he your own place sleep around have fun . becuase one no dating is allowed at all if a boy is cought with a girl there is fee for embarrassment to pay and the girl has lost her good name a will not get married . they still do but to ruffie people .
kupo95, OMG! Where the fuck do you live! it’s prehistoric! i’m sorry but that’s crazy! this is 2016! we went from the wright brothers flying a plane for 12 seconds to rocket ships in less than a hundred years!! they way people think need to change with the times for Pete sake!
Hey, rocketman… Different cultures, countries, etc. often have different beliefs and practices. It’s not uncommon for their to be beliefs which vary from what others are used to… and which are STRONGLY expected to be adhered to.
@ rocketman….I agree the wright brothers or who ever made rocket ships did do amazing things but they are not who I come from …I come from old backwards people stuck in there ways one day all of the original traditions will fade and will become Americanized one day just not in my generation or the next ….but one day…. Its when the last of my breed will die and my raise will no longer be until then These weird rules and saying is what I will go by I truthfully don’t know any other way to live or survive.
kupo95, distant.road, i’m sorry i’m just mad! i don’t want her to ruined her life! because of some shit that will take a life time to fix! i want her to be happy and free! so don’t get mad at me please. although your not your very kind with your responses. i’m an american and i believe in the rights to peruse happiness and to follow your dreams.
@rocketman thank you for caring. But somthings we can’t change.
I’m sorry I got you mad ..
“although your very kind with your responses” i fucked that up! your very nice!! 🙂
Thanks everry body for commenting and your advice sorry for making a big fuss. 🙂
No need to apologize, kupo… Never.