No, before you jump to conclusions I’m not harming myself in any way. This is about someone who I loved but unexpectedly found out he had cheated on me. Though we never made us dating official we where intamit (kissing, cuddling, making out, I would never go as far as that). He was my best friend, my lover and someone who made me in all honesty happy, something most people can’t do. He was kind in helping me.. But in the end I was wrong about him. He has fallen in love with another girl and still had feeling for my sister, lied and told me he never wanted to go to prom when he told me himself he wanted to go with his other lover. He drove two hours to go see her on a weekend. I’ll never know what he really did with her but knowing he did have feelings for her at the same time as me made me realize he must have kissed her at least. He never put in time for me even though he ‘love me more’. I’m deeply sadden by his actions. I really had hoped he was more mature than this. Maybe someday we will talk again, but for now being apart is what’s best. Goodbye to you my best friend.. My lover. Till we talk again.