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by 4beyondhelp

I had a post a couple days ago where I mentioned I was very seriously considering killing myself that day. I don’t think anyone saw it so it probably doesn’t matter, but in case anyone did wonder, I’m still here.

Anyway, my therapist told me she thinks I am self-aware and articulate, and I’m pretty much still reeling from the fact that someone who has any insight into the inner workings of my mind would have anything even remotely complimentary to say. So there’s that, I guess.

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whiskered-fish 4/15/2016 - 10:44 pm

I saw one of your latest posts. I think it was the one you’re mentioning, but I could be wrong. Either way, I’m glad you’re still here. Even if you don’t think that you deserve to be. I’ve also noticed that you’re very articulate and intelligent. I’m surprised that you haven’t.

4beyondhelp 4/15/2016 - 11:19 pm

Thanks.

mindlessgamer619 4/15/2016 - 11:24 pm

I’m glad you are still with us, friend. I did see your post that day, although I did not comment on it.
Sorry about that. :/

It’s not easy, I know. Just take it slow, if necessary.

4beyondhelp 4/15/2016 - 11:35 pm

that’s fine, don’t feel obligated to comment!

I think the only effective way for me to stop myself from dying while still in high school is really out of spite. The gossip mill back home would run absolutely wild if I offed myself and I just know they’d somehow all blame my mother, or the fact that I chose to ship myself off to school. She doesn’t deserve their bullshit and neither does my new school, especially since without both I’d almost certainly be dead already.

October_rain 4/16/2016 - 5:43 am

Glad you’re “still kicking”.

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