When we first met I had no intention of letting you inside, of giving you my heart, of loving you with my soul. Just a little while later, all of that came true. It all came true at the point I was most ready to end my life. It was… a miracle of sorts. The single best and worst thing that ever happened to me. No longer on the edge, I was yours to take, although you never did. But still, the tomorrows kept coming because of you. It’s two years later and nothing’s changed. I wish I had moved on by now, but with all the reasons I have to move on, my heart sees none. Today I got the urge to tell you I love you, but you had already gone. It’s alright though because I know I’ll still love you tomorrow. And tomorrow. And tomorrow again.
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Hope IS a four letter word.
“The single best and worst thing that ever happened to me”.
I had that exact experience. He moved on without me as well.
Why can’t our hearts move on from these “miracles”? Why do we continue to love so deeply?
I can’t believe these beautiful miracles happen for no reason or they happen to cause such pain. I can’t believe love so unconditional can be for nothing. Hope IS a four letter word…. and so is love.