It never comes out right, never quite like it is in my head. I always come off like an angry, whiney freak when I try to explain to you how I feel. The truth is, I don’t think I’m actually an annoying person or a whiney one or even angry. I’m just sad, ya know? And stressed. Anxious. I’ve had a lot of messed up stuff happen in my life, much like most of you. I don’t think I am any better or worse. But I feel like I don’t belong here or anywhere. It’s like, I try to connect with someone, anyone, and it always comes off wrong. Seriously, I’m just so done trying. I can’t seem to find anything to live for anymore. I guess, all I can come up with is my best friend, who really needs me right now. Once she’s doing better, who knows.