Someone. Anyone. Please. I just can’t do it anymore. I can’t handle the noise. I can’t handle the pressure. Fake smiles. Teary eyes. Mirrors that hide the truth. No one to talk to.
Do any of us on this site even deserve what’s being handed to us? We don’t get a choice in how our life becomes, so why do we have to be the unlucky bunch? I don’t understand. I look at people and see, hear, even feel others’ happiness. Why do we have to the odd ones out? What did we do?
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Most I would say don’t deserve the awful things handed to them which goes doubly so for the folks on this website. But that is just one tightly wound mom stating this on a Sunday afternoon.
I totally get the “stop the fucking noise” you state in the post. Sometimes the noise is deafening. Add people to the mix? yeah I’d rather be in a tequila bottle.
I agree I don’t get why certain shit keeps happening over and over again. Its like life wants people who are already screwed up to have panic attacks or go further numb than they are already are.
jmc22, As bad as this sounds we are special, we open up, mostly truthful, people on the out side are mostly phony , hard to deal with them.
I find that yes, that’s usually us; the people who end up feeling beaten down by life are the open and honest ones… sometimes.
Hey, I’m here. But I don’t know. I don’t know why we’re here. I don’t know why we have to be the ones to feel the way we do. I don’t know why life is fair to some and bastardly to others. I don’t know… but I’m still here. I’m here for you regardless.