About a year ago I lost a job I was with six years…that’s around the time I lost my fiancé of 6 years. It was mainly due to depression and really stupid choices. I never cheated on her but I guess I was kind of a mean drunk. I found new work but couldn’t hack it there and ended up leaving and getting buried in credit card debt. I still haven’t been able to get out. I was with a job the last couple months that I really thought I could make work. Mostly due to my depression I started to despise it. Found myself quitting today and at the middle of the day making out with a stripper at a strip club. So disgusted with my choices right now. I really see no way of turning things around and really leaning towards killing myself. Think it needs to be tomorrow.
1 comment
Please don’t do it tomorrow. It is an important enough decision that it needs more time than that to be at least planned carefully, if you’ve already thought it through.
It’s a big move to quit a job you hate, but not necessarily one you should feel disgusted by. It seems like you’re trying to improve your life, and that is something to be admired.
I hope you stay beyond tomorrow and keep talking.