Two lymph nodes popped up on my neck a week ago. I went to urgent care. They did an assessment on me and couldn’t really tell me what it was from. They asked me questions – like – did I feel sick, etc. No. I don’t feel sick. I don’t know what’s going on with this. I’ve been trying to be levelheaded about this. Yes, I have depression and have thoughts of suicide some times, but… I don’t actually want to die.
They couldn’t do any tests, because it’s just an urgent care clinic and they don’t have ultrasounds and stuff to biopsy it. Ugh.
I know that I shouldn’t think that it’s….. ya know…. but I can’t help it. I dread doctors. I’m healthy and have never really had any medical concerns all my life. Now this happens…
The doctor said it could be stress/anxiety induced too. But I’ve had anxiety/stress all my life, so how can that be the cause? I made an appointment for my doctor on the 17th… boo….