Hey SP,
First off, sorry for just complaining, I just don’t know what to do.
Today is tough for me. I am in JROTC is high school and we had to command our class in a drill performance. Well I was voluntold and so I had to command a bunch of people for a major grade. Well I am stage fright and I bombed the commanding. School is just be so stress full; enough that I want to die. I am doing self harm now, but I don’t know how long it can keep me calm. Tonight maybe tonight, IKD, you people will know what happens by next week at the latest if I am still alive or not. If I don’t post anything, thank you for your support, help, and goodbye
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What’s JROTC?
Junior Reserved Officer Training Course; for the military.
OK, thanks. My advice: GTFO.
Hey lxmyrick I have had some experience with stage fright. It sucks balls I know. The last bout I had was during a presentation in a sales rep job I had a few years back. I get really sweaty and start to stutter all over the place. Messy.
Try not to put so much pressure on urself with school. Once u leave shit will hopefully get better for u. If not u can always seek slow puposeful retribution against those that have wronged u. Just kidding. Try not to loose ur shit over this. U can always come here and vent. Take it easy
Thank you for the advice and support
lxmyrick, Stop the self harm, pull your self together and fight!!! you are a fighter so do it.