I’m just so sad, I feel empty, alone and confused.
I don’t have any friends, anyone who cares about me, it’s my fault I pushed them all away. But damn I feel like everyone hates me now and I have no one. I’m losing everyone who is/was close to me.. But it’s not like I blame people for not liking me.
Sometimes I feel like i really do deserve to feel like this, just so sad all the time… But it still sucks, my heart hurts bc of all the pain. Why can’t I be happy? I try to be, sometimes I am, but then I’m sucked into this black hole of my life again. Im losing all my hope. And it’s a scary feeling.
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Sorry to hear you’re in a bad place. I totally understand. It really sucks when you know you’ve pushed everyone away and no one even cares you’re alive. I have my parents but other than that I have no one.
I feel the same as both of you I be reading so many ppls stories and I connect with them but im so depressed I dont even feel like commenting sometimes but ur right on the money with this post
It’s kind of comforting in a weird way that people feel the same way as me. I like to know I’m not the only one and that people can understand.
pretty much it’s like that for everyone, until you meet up with someone that really enjoy your company and you theirs they don’t grow on tree’s, be patient. acquaintances are a dime a dozen a true friend is one in a million.