I feel alone

I don’t have anyone who understands me, and what I’m going through emotionally.

Im new to this and I feel like I can finally connect w people who feel the same, I can talk and rant about anything and everything that I usually can’t w others. So here goes nothing I guess..

I wish I could be happy, but I just can’t. And I feel like everyone in my life doesn’t understand that, or they don’t even see me as being depressed. Everyone thinks I’m fine, I’m not. And I’m so bad at going to people when I need someone. So I guess it’s my own fault that I feel so alone in my situations. I’ve changed over the years and lost a lot of friends. It hurts when you feel like no one cares about you anymore. People keep leaving and I feel more empty. I feel so alone..