It’s been a while since I’ve posted here and my feeling are still the same. I don’t want to live anymore.
Anytime something good happens in my life, the hammer comes down and makes it all go away. I hate living in a home where my mom is always working and my dad just yells at me. I’ve been called the following in the past few hours:
-Worthless, good for nothing, stupid, a *****, a hoe, a waste, a mistake, reason he’s going to die early, inconsiderate, and fucking useless.
I want to go to bed and not wake up anymore.
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Hi, parents do shout on us, but they don’t literally mean what they say, they just say it in frustration. If something happens to us, they are the most affected. No friend will cry for us after our funeral. But our parents cry for us as long as they live. I lost my brother to suicide. We had been rude to him thinking he was not doing anything. And we lost him. 🙁 . My parents are crying daily for him.
Why put up with this abuse? Life is hard enough without some asshole yelling and mentally assaulting you every day. It’d be best if you could get a job and live on your own. Or if you’re a student if you could go off to college, then you don’t have to deal with them, get educated and have a career. You’re not trapped in this situation, just use your head and think of what you can do to change your life.