I don’t understand why I’m still depressed. I’m comfortable with being gay, which I thought was the original cause, and the only other thing I can think of doesn’t hurt me anymore.
you know that really could be! being gay means jolly right? hey most people are much happier when they are younger, then the older they get the smarter they get then the less happy they get and finally they think they are depressed because their not as happy as they were,but really don’t understand that is the way they should feel normally. growing up and realizing there ain’t no sanity clause is a pisser, with so much negative shit like survival fucking with you you don’t feel like you use to, but as you said accepting it makes it easier to accept but it doesn’t put a big fucking grin on your face, so there is a lot to say about what your saying! 🙂 the most important thing to remember is you can’t please everyone so you got to please yourself.
You mentioned that perhaps you’re not depressed and that it could be your natural state. How does your current state compare to your average state in the past?
It is also possible for one’s ‘natural’ state to evolve over time…
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you know that really could be! being gay means jolly right? hey most people are much happier when they are younger, then the older they get the smarter they get then the less happy they get and finally they think they are depressed because their not as happy as they were,but really don’t understand that is the way they should feel normally. growing up and realizing there ain’t no sanity clause is a pisser, with so much negative shit like survival fucking with you you don’t feel like you use to, but as you said accepting it makes it easier to accept but it doesn’t put a big fucking grin on your face, so there is a lot to say about what your saying! 🙂 the most important thing to remember is you can’t please everyone so you got to please yourself.
You mentioned that perhaps you’re not depressed and that it could be your natural state. How does your current state compare to your average state in the past?
It is also possible for one’s ‘natural’ state to evolve over time…