October 25th, 2016by brxken._.lxcks
I’m going to have to go to another school right after my regular school because of my depression and anxiety. I have no damn choice if I want to go or not. It’s not fair, I hate it. I have to wake up at 6:45 to get to my regular school at 7:15 I stay there until 2:30 and as soon as I get dismissed from my regular school, I’d have someone pick me up to take me to the other school (which is pretty far away) when I get there, I have more work to do and I don’t leave until 5:30 so then the ride back is like 20 minutes. I’d get home at around 6 and I Thursday’s and Tuesday’s I have soccer practice at 6:30 to like 8. Then I need to eat (even though I know I shouldn’t be) and then I have to finish homework. They really think I can handle this? I can’t even handle what’s going on now. How the fuck am I going to get my work done, and sleep fine!?!?
It’s bad enough I can’t sleep good. I go to sleep around 12-2 in the morning, when I fall asleep like 3 hours later I wake up for NO FUCKING REASON! Then I can’t sleep for another 30 minutes to an hour. By then it’s like 1-2 hours before I wake up. AND THEN THE FUCKING CYCLE STARTS AGAIN!
I AM TELLING YOU THERE IS NO WAY I AM GOING TO MAKE IT OUT ALIVE BY THE END OF THIS SCHOOL YEAR!