I tried to commit suicide a few days ago… And I don’t know why.
Now all I’ve been thinking about is dying.
I should probably look into therapy or something. But I don’t want people to know.
I’ll just let them guess why I haven’t been (seemingly) happy.
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It must be a difficult time for you. If you never felt despaired, numbed or overly sad maybe there are other explanations than depression. Maybe you were influenced by suicidal friends talking about suicide like the thing to do. you might have used a drug with nasty sides effects for example or your brain was somehow PHYSICALLY traumatised ( punch in the head, bunch drinking) which led to changes in your behaviour. Or you re really feel bad but your denying as you want nobody to see. In every cases there is no shame seeking help to get out the soonest the better of this hard situation you re in.
Hi regalglass, i hope you talk to someone about your problems. Im sorry you are feeling upset to the point of dying. I’ve been suicidal since i could remember and try’d so many times to kill myself, yet i’m still here… i hope you find happiness and stay strong thru these hard times. Do what you know thats gonna help you get past this.
I left people to guess what was wrong with me for ten years. Someone finally saw through it, offered some help and ditched me, but whatever. I tried getting help. Since then, I’ve been terribly unhappy. Worse than before actually. I’m sorry. Not saying that you seeking help will not be beneficial. It will. Talking to someone, getting the load off your shoulders for a moment and allowing someone to help you carry it can be very helpful. It can give you some breathing room to try and sort out yourself without feeling like the whole world will come crumbling down. And it sorta kinda becomes somewhat easier when someone is backing you up, you know. When you know that there is someone there rooting for you and waiting for you to get better. To cross that finish line. Someone cheering you on. I hope you find someone to help you. Find the courage to not give a fuck about what people say and only focus on getting yourself better.
You may try. I suggest you go to a hypnotherapy session. Try looking for it it helps a great deal. Im not in a condition to talk Iam recovering from life threatening anger outburst. But I thought its good that I comment. When you commit suicide try to… yes its better that you not know why you doin it it makes it easy. I like to think of it like a pill you must blindly take if nothing ever worked.
Love<3