i lost my virginity tonight to a boy i dont really like and dont know. He likes me though, honestly sex isnt all its cut out to be. Like i just dont really care anymore about anything i didnt even care when i was bleeding. I was numb but moaning just so he thought everything was okay. I had a list of things to do before i kill myself and that was the first thing. Now im one step closer to feeling okay about dying.
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Got a similar bucket list. Losing virginity is up there. Maybe by the time you finish all of it, you find something that keeps you here. Who knows? Best of luck.
Ive been wondering if the sex is worth it. I just dont have the motivation to fake myself enough to get a girl. My bucket list is pretty much to try any drug I can get so yours sounds a bit better
Mine is to try any drug. Life is not worth it. Congratulations on achieving your death goal. I don’t know my goals if I had even a single one I wouldn’t be here.. I don’t want to do anything more in life that is an absolute waste.
im just gonna do what i have been looking forward to do and i will try to enjoy them the most i can and the drugs are kinda eh and the pain is worse when they fade away