Where is my life?

I feel like I am at the edge of breaking because I can’t understand why I was given a life but am living like a slave for everyone around me.

I know for a fact no one really cares about me, not my family not my friends, no one. They just want to used me everyway they can and I actually learn to accept that. I mean how can one not if it’s been like this through out my whole 40 years of living. I wonder am I really living? Who really wants to live a life where you have to support your family, can’t go anywhere cause they need you to take care them. They never once considered my needs, it’s always about them. What I want is basically a joke, in fact I can’t even complain about it. I just have to be like a robot and do the work and for everything they ask, the answer has to be yes. I end up cutting ties with all my friends cause I can’t go anywhere and became really quiet. I mean no one cares so why bother voicing my opinion.

I really really hate my life. I wonder each day, why was I given life if I can’t live it the way I want. I feel like I am in cage all the time and there seems to be no way out. Just can’t wait for my life to end.