i don’t know why iam even alive. i tried to kill myself so many times. no one feels iam enough for them. no thinks iam good enough. how to deal with all this is all i have been trying to find out. why do i have to be this way. why i have to be the one who feels being lonely. i just can’t do this anymore. he says that iam not what he wants. i know that he don’t love me but how can i tell this to my heart. i bleed i cut i try to die. but nothing can stop this pain. nothing can stop this endless pain which just starts from my heart and tears fall.
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Awh I feel the pain you’re going through. Iam sorry you’re feeling so bad. Depression blinds us. Know that we love you here. Iam somewhat going through the same thing right now.. its a mistake to fall in love.. they strip you off your sanity and make you stand naked when they have gotten under your skin. You cut you die it doesn’t affect anyone. It burns.
but it hurts. it hurts so much. i just want to stop the pain. i dont want to care about him at all. it was such a big mistake to love him. everyone whom i be with dont see how much iam falling apart how everything i feel is turned into this excruciating pain in my heart. i dont think anyone would ever understand this.