Two emotions.

The last time i posted on here was when i was feeling so hurt. I got better. But i fell down again. I’m angry, sad. I feel like those are my only emotions. And honestly it sucks. I’m mean to people who are the BEST. I’m pushing my boyfriend away, I feel like my world is literally crumbling. I know its not. But i feel it. I’m worse. And the sad part is, i try so hard to change, but i always end up with 2 emotions. I don’t want to push them away. Not my boyfriend.