Gravestone

always love the little mermaid, even the Disney one, and Ariel

the idea of voracious mermaids nibbling on my corpse isn’t a completely unpleasant one
who knows, we’ll see soon enough

yea but that requires cremation and an urn, which costs money, that I don’t want wasted, and a possible sermon might even be held, which i don’t really desire/like, and wouldn’t really approve of either not for me at least.
My death is mine, my own, no others,
and not some excuse for others to throw a “now it’s sad, feel sorry for me” party, just so randos can get stroked a little by other randos
if they truly wish to mourn they can do that, alone or together, without a “party”, though i’m certain they won’t mourn much or long even with a party, they’ll just be right off to the next one

just me and the sea
I plan to take the bus up north from where I live, out to the point, where the Fjord meets the ocean
just sit there and look at it, the stars and the moon, tiny reflecting lights in the ocean surface
just slowly drifting off, as snowflakes slowly descends from the night sky
no body to cremate, no one that really knows where i’ve gone, never to be found
vanishing in the ocean, disappearing out in that beautiful night scene her and me