Today, I remembered a spot with an 80 foot odd drop. Scouted and it seemed perfect.
Now the sober reality has hit. I’d have to scale a 9 feet guardrail whilst holding my balance, and then turn when I get to the other side, and be 80 feet up without holding on to railings. Plus Im planning to do it drunk.
So weve got a drunk idiot hanging on to railings 80 feet up… Somehow I dont think so.. Back to the drawing board I think.
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Luckily there is a bridge with a 900 foot drop a few hours away from me. Unfortunately, the bridge is a tourist attraction. Fortunately, I don’t think many people will be there on a cold winter day. Unfortunately, they hired security to stop people like me.
Lots of trade offs and lots of planning, but I’m still gonna make it out there in a few weeks. No amount of obstacle can deter me.
That’s the spirit, no obstacle too big.
Might still motivate me to try some of that Tom Cruise MI team shit whilst drunk on vodka at 80 feet..
I think a suicide barrier would just make me more determined to defeat it. After hearing all the hype & expense of the Golden Gate suicide barrier, I was hell bent on being the first person to commit suicide over it. But at last word, it’s being delayed another 4 years. So to hell with that socio-political statement. when you gotta go you gotta go.
please stop encouraging each other. Instead talk to each other about why you want to die. I more than most have good reason to die to. I struggle every day with it. But being the survivor of suicide 3 times. The pain you cause others is your pain plus their pain. It’s cruel to put that on others. Instead ask for help, talk to someone, talk to me. I walked out my door at the moment my wife put MY hand gun in her mouth and pulled the trigger. I have to live with that every day. It’s the worst pain you can imagine. It hurts so bad I can feel it physically. Please please please don’t be afraid to ask for help. People are here for you even strangers. So reach out and someone will grab your hand. But they can’t help if they don’t know. God bless you all and please don’t do it, I beg of you…