Useless Poem 10 (and some ramble before -_-)

I’m behind, and I’m feeling too many things to write right now…. I can only really write when I’m not feeling that many things…. Feelings are overwhelming…. I have also been sick for the past 2ish weeks or so and I want to die…. I’ve lost about 10lbs it seems…. That makes me sad now…. I am now 130lbs (at about 5′ 10″) at least that’s what I was when I weighed last time…. Either way I can see all of my ribs now threw my skin that’s not good…. Onto this piece of shit that is written while I’m not exactly entirely all together -_- This is totally not targeted at anybody at all…. Don’t worry -_- I know it may look like that as it uses the pronoun “you” but it really isn’t written with me giving thought to somebody else…. Okay, please believe me…. -_- But clearly my underground battle rapper career starts tomorrow with me dropping my first dis track of this person who doesn’t exist (clearly the same imaginary person that’s “you” in the one below)…. Here’s a sample clearly “Looking at you makes me sick. – Do you hate me for not being a chick? – Or is it because I have the larger dick?” -_- clearly the best lines ever sickest shit ever…. And it’ll be literally sick because I’ll vomit mid-way through it…. From coughing so much…. and do please note that I am fucking joking about the battle rap thing -_- I am not actually doing that…. I hate this poem thing though, but I hope somebody doesn’t totally hate it though…. Sorry I wanted to catch up in this too…. -_-

Is it bad? Is it bad?

That I love someone more than you?

Is it bad? Is it bad?

Our love shined like some morning dew?

But now I’m crying, mourning you

And I have tried warning you

Is it bad? I do not know

Is it bad that I want to die?

Is it bad? I am hollow

Is it bad that I may just try?

Is it bad to say goodbye?

Goodbye