- Maybe I can’t handle the little struggles I go through everyday anymore. Maybe I feel like I’m drowning more days than not. I thought I knew how to swim but right now it just feels like something has me by the leg and is pulling so far into the water that it’s not physically possible for me to make it to the surface before my lungs completely fill with water. I want to die though. Not like this though. I thought I’d be able to do it myself at my own hand but apparently life wants to do it for me. I guess that’s fine though no need to be brave if I don’t do it myself right? I think of more ways I could kill myself in my everyday life than I do about anything else. I have nothing to want in this life anymore so I think it’s time for me to go. I heard something once and it stuck with me: livings overrated anyway.
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Keeping your head above water is never easy..if i was healthy enough to be able to provide a life preserver for you, id throw it out
Maybe there is someone you know who would lend a hand.anyone come to mind?
If not i hope you find comfort
.you sound struggling with deep pain
The waves throw you and beat you down, but look at you, still here
maybe theres hope to take a deep breath once again
If not its okay to think about death, who wouldnt when facing unbearable pain
Who wouldnt just want it to end