I think the last time I was genuinely happy was in November of 2005. Just before a well-intentioned but arrogant attempt at over-dosing.
All I have achieved since then is apathy interspersed with bouts of depression, and I hardly think that is better than dying.
Tomorrow and tomorrow and tomorrow…
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You probably don’t want to hear this- but I’m glad you’re here. I have a lot of apathy nowadays too, towards many things. Perhaps it’s our defense mechanism?