But I didn’t, unfortunately.
I didn’t make any plans for today or this week because…well I wasn’t meant to be alive.
Now I am stuck, trapped in this stupid world against my own will.
Anyone in the same position? Feel free to email me about the shitness of being alive…Funny123(at)protonmail(dot)com
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The only plan I’ve made in 6 years is to kill myself. I work around that plan.
May I ask what’s stopped you in the last 6 years?
I went up a mountain a few weeks ago to a cliff edge and then didn’t do it. I am supposed to be gone too, I feel trapped here too
Yep, same. Tried to off myself in the middle of my school semester back in october, but I failed, and…..still here. fuck my life. Haven’t tried again yet, thinking the details through now. Very close to it spontaneously happening.
I’ve had numerous attempts in the last 4 months. Many semi-planned but not properly thought through. Much rather more planning than a spontaneous go and failing…nothing worse than a failed suicide attempt let me tell you.
I’ve been there. It’s a horribly empty feeling. I’m forever scared of it happening again the next time I really feel like it’s time to die.