I haven’t stopped crying in hours. I am in my late twenties with a child but have been ill 17 years with complex PTSD. I cannot do this anymore. But yet I am terrified because I don’t want to leave my child. Equally I can’t do this.
I know I should just get on with it. I have the means. Why am I freaking out now after all the preparation? I am truly pathetic even when trying to leave.
My child is elsewhere, safe and looked after <3
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I feel you I’m right now ready to myself my life is killing me right now and all want to do is hold my cat that was like a child one last time but my evil as sin ex won’t let me see him but u have a child u need to be there for him or her otherwise that kid gonna grow up worse than how you feel now