I usually trawl this site on a daily basis, just looking at what people are saying and finding comfort in relating to some of your posts.
Today will be the last time I do so and this be my last post.
Today marks the first day of social isolation (more than I already have) and beginning preparations to leave. Please save your “life is worth living” comments for someone who will appreciate them.
Before this day I’ve had multiple suicide attempts, but there was always some sort of hope keeping me here. I’ve been suicidal for a while now and I was holding on to something that wasn’t even there to begin with, which put a metaphorical roadblock in the path of my plans. From this moment, that minuscule glimmer of hope has been extinguished and I’m ready. There is nothing holding me back now. It’s liberating.
To those on here who are trying to get better I wish you luck. To those on here in the planning stages I also wish you luck and hope you can find what you are looking for. Special shout out to duringmydarkestdays, orianainthepast, corinao (who I believe has now passed), soverytired and jesswantstobefree. Thank you for your continuous communication.
I wish you all the best.
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I hope you only find peace.
I’ll keep listening, anytime you need.
I hope that you will find what you reallly really want and need, whichever way it goes.
It’s strange, I don’t really know you, but I feel as if I do. And for the short period that we’ve been communicating, I’ve grown quite fond of you. Love, from the other side of this continent.
Thank you for posting and for listening and for being you. Wishing that the joy and peace that has eluded you will find in great measure. Hugs, sweetie.
You’ve had multiple attempts. Are you sure it’s going to work this time? Be careful you don’t turn into a vegetable or lose control of your bodily functions. That would be worse than death. Peace be with you!
Good luck with whatever you’re doing.
<3 Im thankful that I talked to you when I really needed someone to talk. You have a beautiful heart and I hope you wont be in pain anymore.
I’m sorry I was not there to bid you farewell. You didn’t have to do this. I should’ve been there to say goodbye…
Funny123 if you have passed since this date I hope you’ve found comfort.