something inside me is gone. there’s this void and I can’t understand why. I’ve wanted to die. I’ve cut myself. I’ve done everything but actually kill myself…most days thats all I think about. I wish I could relive my life. I wish I lived a different life. I feel absolutely hopeless. Nothing makes me happy anymore. Most things make me stressed. I feel so alone, yet I have the bestest friends I’ve ever had right now.
“Lonely again, how’d I get so lonely again?”~gnash