If you ordered suicide pills on the internet I’m afraid you’ve been scammed. Even the trusted sources listed in popular suicide books are no longer legitimate. Several SP members were scammed out of tons of money this way. One member suffered severe side effects. That member eventually jumped off a bridge I think. Unless you live in a country where assisted suicide is legal and regulated, there is no “peaceful” way out. I came to grips with this fact and decided I might as well live then.
I tried those too. First batch made me nauseous and panicky and gave me a migraine that lasted 2 days. They’re good to take once in a while to feel happy though. If I knew, I would’ve saved them to use in moderation instead of wasting them like I did. Anyway good luck whatever you end up doing. No pill is a sure thing but maybe you’ll get lucky. If it fails please post back and warn others like I’m doing here.
you’d have to take A LOT for the pills to actually work. more than likely, you will get very ill and vomit most of it out. i’ve read many reports of people who have overdosed. it rarely ever works. you’ll likely be in the hospital for organ failure and which will most likely leave you permanently fucked up. you could use that for “motivation”, if you catch my drift. i’ve never tried this method though. almost did. i even had those motion sickness pills you buy otc that stop you from vomiting. i never went through with it. it’s not that i couldn’t get myself to, i just had a bunch of pills hoarded in a box, and just never actually used them [yay?]. ended up discarding everything some years later. best of luck to you my friend. life sucks, but remember, it’s all temporary, and the grass is greener where you water it. cheers!
As someone who took 25g or 50x500mg/pills of acetaminophen in 24 hrs, I can’t emphasize enough how inadequate pill OD’ing can be. It obviously didn’t work, but I at least escaped any organ damage. I’m not trying to encourage/discourage you in either way, but I’d suggest reading up on the side effects of Oxycontin. That way you’d know what might happen if the sleep is permanent or only temporary. Adding something like kidney dialysis would only make things a lot worse, and probably land you in the psych ward making that peaceful sleep even harder to get.
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If you ordered suicide pills on the internet I’m afraid you’ve been scammed. Even the trusted sources listed in popular suicide books are no longer legitimate. Several SP members were scammed out of tons of money this way. One member suffered severe side effects. That member eventually jumped off a bridge I think. Unless you live in a country where assisted suicide is legal and regulated, there is no “peaceful” way out. I came to grips with this fact and decided I might as well live then.
I didn’t order suicide pills. There is no such thing of suicide pills. It’s oxycontin I have. Those are my peaceful pills
I tried those too. First batch made me nauseous and panicky and gave me a migraine that lasted 2 days. They’re good to take once in a while to feel happy though. If I knew, I would’ve saved them to use in moderation instead of wasting them like I did. Anyway good luck whatever you end up doing. No pill is a sure thing but maybe you’ll get lucky. If it fails please post back and warn others like I’m doing here.
you’d have to take A LOT for the pills to actually work. more than likely, you will get very ill and vomit most of it out. i’ve read many reports of people who have overdosed. it rarely ever works. you’ll likely be in the hospital for organ failure and which will most likely leave you permanently fucked up. you could use that for “motivation”, if you catch my drift. i’ve never tried this method though. almost did. i even had those motion sickness pills you buy otc that stop you from vomiting. i never went through with it. it’s not that i couldn’t get myself to, i just had a bunch of pills hoarded in a box, and just never actually used them [yay?]. ended up discarding everything some years later. best of luck to you my friend. life sucks, but remember, it’s all temporary, and the grass is greener where you water it. cheers!
As someone who took 25g or 50x500mg/pills of acetaminophen in 24 hrs, I can’t emphasize enough how inadequate pill OD’ing can be. It obviously didn’t work, but I at least escaped any organ damage. I’m not trying to encourage/discourage you in either way, but I’d suggest reading up on the side effects of Oxycontin. That way you’d know what might happen if the sleep is permanent or only temporary. Adding something like kidney dialysis would only make things a lot worse, and probably land you in the psych ward making that peaceful sleep even harder to get.