pathetic idiot

@leah_is_broken – Hi, I know I took a loooong time to respond but I just wanted to let you know it’s not because I ignored you or something. I’ve only just checked the responses to my posts today (I’ve been quite busy and most importantly scared of the feedback.. haha so yeah..). Your offer is probably off by now, but if not then to be honest I’d love to chat with you or anyone but the problem is I usually don’t know how to talk (I’ve been living a pretty isolated life that’s probably why) and I am so boring I wouldn’t know what to say. There are times when I want to say something so desperately but there’s nothing coming out. That’s why the title is pathetic idiot, cause I’m so pathetic I can’t talk …