December 4th, 2017 by thornydweeb

Art by rike_art

Art by rike_art

I’ve always saved others from harming themselves when I’m the one who needed the salvation the most. I’ve always comforted people on their lowest point but I can’t even vent out my feelings to anyone.

I’m a hypocrite.

Whenever I find someone whom I think is suicidal, I try my best to tell them that harming themselves won’t make any difference when I, myself, couldn’t resist the urge to slash the blade across my wrist just to tame my demons for a while.

I tell everyone that everything’s gonna be alright when I know damn hard that nothing will change. I’ve been like this for years already and I am slowly slipping away from my coping mechanism.

I’m tired of saving people around me.

I hope someone will finally give me the salvation I need.

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