I can’t live anymore, not without her. My life has been absolute shit from the beginning, my real mom did drugs and hated me, i was abused a small bit, then when i got my current parents i was harshly punished for the smallest offenses. My friends all left me around 8th grade and i thought things were looking up for me my junior year, because a girl actually liked me. We ended up together but after two months she left me because she had mental issues. She was and still is perfect to me. I have tried my hardest to show i care, to show i want to love her, but she said that she won’t ever be able to love again because of her ex. I need her love, i see her everywhere, i can’t stop thinking about her, it’s torment. I even dream of her almost every night now. This is too much, if i can’t have her then i want death, i am not being lonely again.
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No woman is worth losing your life over
You sound so damn desperate…. its sickening…
Like you think she is the only one out there….. hell, I just went to Miami Beach yesterday and just that area alone os crawling with women,,,, hell, if I lived there Id have then all over my ass,,, had several giving me the eye yesterday…..
Get a life, she is in love with her ex, she is prolly reading you as desperate too, and women don’t go for that shit… they run from it…
Be a man, get some backbone…. women don’t want a *****….they already have one between their legs
Desperate’s okay if you find someone lonely enough.
I find desperate pretty chill.
It is what it is
Hey, stay strong, I know it seems hard sometimes. I have had my heart broken to. It sucks. They take time to move on from. Now for me it is has been 8 months since my boyfriend and I broke up (for the third time in one year) and I’ve finally completely moved on. It takes time but just know you are never along. Girls can be stupid, trust me I know I am a girl, but that just means you have learned one thing that will make you stronger and better for the right woman for you! Think about it that way and maybe things will seem a littl better.
You are so beautiful 🙂 You deserve life. You deserve her love! I hope you find it together and be happy 🙂