I can’t do this anymore

  January 27th, 2018 by Ziadus

  • As a kid I was always left out and lonely. It made me create a lot of imaginary friends and a strong creative but antisocial mind. However, it also made me want attention and when I didn’t get that, it made me cry. I had so many bad things happen to me I closed myself off from the world and now I don’t know who I am. All I knew was that I was an attention seeker, money waster (I caused the family to pay a lot of stuff) and horrible person because I did bad things just for attention. I hate myself so much but I can’t figure myself out because I don’t know who I am. I desperately want to go back to that innocent little girl and start over but I know I can’t and it kills me. I am giving up on this world and all the bad things I’ve done and received. The world is slowly dimming for me in my eyes and probably everyone else’s .
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