so goddamn tired and can’t sleep it away

April 15th, 2018by Lutefisk

all i do now is bs my homework for grueling AP classes i barely care about or fall behind and get chewed out by my parents who i hate to disappoint, but i’m a disappointment anyway i guess lmao what else is new right

my family and friends might love me but i’m starting not to care anymore because i just hate myself so much and become so jealous of their flourishing lives that i’m pretty sure if i were to show how i really feel to other people i’d truly be the burden i believe myself to be deep down

i’m just surviving day by day at this point and i can hardly look forwards to things i usually would be ecstatic about

i feel like i can’t tell anyone

i feel so trapped

i’m so tired

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