They said your family, friends, or someone in this world
There must be someone who can help you
No..
Ive tried it..
I try to tell them but they are not there
I try to tell my friends but they got annoyed and leave me at the end
I try to tell my mom but she just said get over it
I try to tell my sister but she just said im stress too
I try to tell my dad but he said you are worthy try your best
Im trying but i never been there
What I want to be
What I want to have
Kill me
Please kill me
Please
They said the one you left will have a scar
But should I care
When they dont even care about me
What is a family?
I dont understand
They are not
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I am alone as well.
It’s a horrible feeling.
Yeah.. its horrible..
We all here know that..
You are the moon. What will you find?
The moon..
Can I just be one of the stars.. its shining and pretty
I’ve learned that nobody (except mental health professionals) knows how to deal with a suicidal person and even it Kinda annoys normal people to deal with ppl like us, bc they do their best to make you feel better and they give you a good day, but the next day you’ll probably be sad again, so they get angry and finally leave you (it’s weird that someone stays with you after trying to help you for some time, I’m lucky that my Girlfriend has always supported me… She’s in depression too and we help each other, but I don’t feel like a good support for her) I’m divagating… I don’t think that your family doesn’t want to help you, but maybe they don’t know how to, idk, sorry for the comment, this may let you down
Nope..
Thank you for the comment
I really appreciate it when someone talk to me..
Maybe thats true cause theu get tired..
Cause our mood always change every time we wale up.. or maybe in a minute.. when suddenly the hate and sadness come to us..
They said too that I need to go to physiatrist..
Even the doctor said so..
But should I really go there?
Will it really help me?
Im afraid and I believe my family will see me as a crazy person
And Im afraid if that last choice doesnt help me..
Maybe its really rhe end for me..
Idk..
I’ve given up trying to find that “someone” a long time ago. The more I reached for help, I found myself going deeper into the shit hole called depression. The reason was simple: No one cared about what other people were going through. We are selfish by nature, therefore it’s foolish to think that there might be someone willing to help you out. Only when supporting you brings benefits to someone will they try to aid you. I suggest you read a book or something. I know, it’s such a mundane suggestion to depression, but asking for help is long overdue.
Thank you for replying…
You know its exactly what Im thinking.. after what Ive seen in my life..
Its true.. itsss sooo true..
The friend I care and help when I was still okay.. not in this depression state..
I really care for them but when I need them.. poof they are gone..
I tho we were friend.. nope.. back then they need me.. but now they dont.. so they left.. one by one..
Even the last friend I believe.. Im there when he is sick.. I always there to support him.. but now..when im sick.. he left too..
I think I should try to do what you tell me
I shouldnt try to find someone to save me..
Cause that right its always let me downj
Any book you want to suggest me?
The book that can help me to cure my depression
Or at least make me feel okay..