My father must be a psychopath/sociopath. He is so fking weird. He just doesnt act or think like a normal human being. He still lives with his mother in his 50s and he is just slowly driving her crazy… I cant even imagine how hard it must be to live in the same flat with him. He is just living in his own reality, he is never wrong in his mind, everyone is not good enaugh for him. I think he is the main reason of my low self esteem. He used to beat me up when I was a child and now he still abuses me verbally. He just thinks my only purpose is to satisfy him and I have to obbey his every word and come to see him whenever he wants to despite me being 19 years old. He is so dependent on me coz he is probably very lonely, no woman would stand him for more then 2 hours and I am not surprised. He always acts so embarrassing in public, he doesnt have any social norms. I would compare his thinking to a 6 years old child. He always wants everyones attention, always brags how smart and perfect he is and how other people are flawed. He is obsessed with details and he doesnt mind criticizing anyone, even strangers even when its clear that they are uncomfortable. Also he is a religious fanatic. He always talks crazy shit about it. Like one time he was telling my grandma (his own mom) that she is possesed by Satan…