Hi,
Idk why but I’m in pain like actual pain
Idk why
I’m just lost
And I don’t know how to find myself
All I do now is doing what I have to do
Without feeling anything other than pain
I don’t want anything
I just want the pain to end
Like what kind of pain? At least you feel something, at least you have one desire even if thats just the ending of pain. Even that can motivate change. At the deepest stage depression is like catatonia, you wall yourself off from everything, feel nothing, have no desires, and just kind of starve to death till you decompose.
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Like what kind of pain? At least you feel something, at least you have one desire even if thats just the ending of pain. Even that can motivate change. At the deepest stage depression is like catatonia, you wall yourself off from everything, feel nothing, have no desires, and just kind of starve to death till you decompose.
can we talk about it? <3