i’m so desperate to find love. attention. hope. maybe i’m just looking for a reason to live. i feel so dead inside, but if you saw me in person you’d think i’m happy. iv been doing this for 8 years, i put on a good act. although i’ve wished someone would catch on. i wish someone would notice. there’s so many things wrong. i just want it to end.
Honestly i would say you should try some happy pills. It gave me a reason to eat and keep pushing myself, it had opened me up to something new i had never seen before.
Same here. Tired of seeing other people happy and successful and my life always sucking.